Dear Diary...

never hurts me to say goodbye.

Sat, 09 Aug 2008 21:17:16 GMT

i always put up with your shit, i'm always there for you when you need me but i'm finally tired of you and your bullshit and i want you out of my life

rrrraaaaaahhhh!

Thu, 07 Aug 2008 06:35:04 GMT

" You do your thing and I do mine

You are you and I am I

And in the end if we end up together

It’s beautiful "
- Topanga (boy meets world)

OMG SLUUUU!

Thu, 07 Aug 2008 06:10:02 GMT

because having your father hold a camera to your boyfriends face for 'future references' is totally normal. hahahaha!

my get away

Sun, 03 Aug 2008 04:59:29 GMT

if only i wasn't missing a class in my grade 10 sced. i'd be on a plane in 14 days and back in toronto on the first. but noo ugh school's for fools! lol!

birthday's aren't a big thing for me but whatevs 19 days...

8 weeks! then i get my doggy! woot woot :)

5:00AM still awake

Sat, 02 Aug 2008 09:00:07 GMT

it's 5:00AM and i'm still awake. i've decided i want to watch the sunset and if i don't fall asleep and i'm not lazy i think i'm gonna take a walk to the park. :) yuuuuuuuuuup.

birthday countdown starts now;
20 dayssss!

goodmorning!

love / hate

Fri, 11 Jul 2008 17:25:00 GMT

YOU'RE FULL OF SHIT I honestly hate myself for wanting to be with you, and i'm foolish to think you've changed. i should have listened to everyone when they warned me about you but i liked you too much to take all that shit in. It's sad that it took me this long to realize how bad of a guy you are. lying, cheating, all thos childish games, it's funny how i put up with it and i'm an idiot for believeing all those words that were coming out of your mouth. it's funny how i'm taking all my anger out on LJ when really i should be yelling at you right now. but whatever i've come to the conclusion that i'm not gonna waste my time on you anymore. i'm finally done, and hopefully this time its for real!

water runs dry

Thu, 26 Jun 2008 04:02:47 GMT

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i saw this coming i should have listened to everyone when they warned me about you but i just didn't take it all in. i thought you were different i hopped you were different. the way talked to me, the way you held me. i was happy with you but everything just slowly started to get different it hurt but whatever and i knew whenever you talked about not being a fling, lasting a long time and not hurting me was all a bunch of shit but i played along anyways. surprisingly i'm actually fine without you but maybe it just hasn't hit me yet. i'm gonna keep smiling because i know i can do so much better and deserve waaaay better :)

footprints on my heart

Wed, 25 Jun 2008 05:24:46 GMT

You don't even hold me like you used to hold me
And there's no way you could of meant all the things you told me
Yeah, yeah
I remember when you told me you'd never lie to me
I can't believe I trusted you
I sacrificed my time and my heart
I gave you my all and what you do

You stepped on me, you walked on me
Boy you left your
Footprints on my
Heart broken crying over the way you left your
Footprints on my
Heart aching you ran all over me and left your
Footprints on my heart
My heart

I know the way you were before me
And I was crazy to think you'd change
I put up with your attitude
Your selfish ways and your childish games (whoa)
A good heart always ends up broken
But overtime, it'll make me strong
I'ma put the pieces back together
Might take some time, but I just go on